I have decided to stop worrying about appearing scene. I realized that if I keep worrying about it, and trying to aviod it, then I'm really not being true to myself. I act emo sometimes not because I'm trying to get attention by being sad but because, god forbid, I am a hormonal teenager, and sometimes we actually are sad. If I'm dressing scene, which I normally do not do anyways, I'm dressing that way because I like how it looks not because I'm trying to impress you with my amazing ability to obey fashion magazines. Or disobey, in various cases. If  I am being scene it's because I want to be scene, because I think what I'm doing is fun or because I'm a dumbass. Whatever the case I think that it should just be accepted as me, not as someone i'm pretending I am. I'm not going to change myself anymore. I am who I am, and if you want to be friends with someone I'm not, then I'm probably not the best person to look to.