ok I know that song is more about feeling pretty on the inside, or thats what it has always been to me, but something really nice happened to day, and it's going to make me seem so shallow that you all might disown me. but yeah, so today at pictures I was sitting on the couch reading something and these fairly ok looking guys were sitting across the room and I was half way listening to their conversation and I heard "that girl on the couch is really pretty" and I looked around and the only other people on the couch were my brother and his friends, so they might have been talking about me. Yes, I know that sounds pretty bad, I know looks aren't important, but other then I think Jason and Sara (and my mother) I don't think anyone has ever said that about me before. I don't know, I know it shouldn't make me happy, but it does and I feel kind of guilty about it.

I just felt kind of, well, hehe, pretty. It was nice.

especially since this week, with the exception of yesterday, has sucked on an all new level.