Matt Kelly died last night. I have been really scared that was going to happen for a few weeks now, prepareing for it you know? and now that its happened i just can't believe it.

its kind of amazing how bad things can suck sometimes.

its also amazing who gets stuck with all the suckage. Why does it always have to be the nice people the ones with dreams and familys and vaules? Why...how..can stuff like that happen? I feel like i'm about to collapse, and i still haven't cried yet.